This is going to be interesting
Or it could very well not be
I’m not sure of anything
Is anything sure about me?
This is to simplistic
Too sarcastic
Too realistic
This is nothing I imagined
More awkward
Less attractive
A little spineless to be honest
This isn’t happening
To me you can’t be real
Just a figment of my imagination
A fairytale of sorts I suppose?
Oh I do not know
Anything anymore

Honestly honesty are fabricated

Imaginative over rated apologies

Truthfully I was lying but honesty erases

Everything just said just talk with no purpose

Made to make you feel less worthless

You are. Worthless. You are.

Hopelessly trying for attention

Creating insensitive sickening tension

Give me your affection

Maliciously uncomfortably apathetic

Making you feel pathetic

You are. Pathetic. You are.

Lying wretched chaotic perfection

Carelessly tossing the fragile aside

How attractive your lies

Comforting heartless manic deceptions

Spawning the empty in and around you

You are. Empty. You are.

-Captain Bumout

Inspiration. In anything I guess. I know what I’m good at but I don’t persue what could very well make me happy or feel complete. Might I enjoy feeling empty? It’s quite possible considering I am completely insane. No one notices though. I’m a great liar. Or maybe a master fabricator. That sounds more attractive.

-Captain Bumout

To opperate.